I’m still around – yes, I’m still around

I’ve resorted to posting private. I blog, faithfully blog, but where my thoughts can be held accountable. I blog where a close friend and I can write back and forth, writing together, and then using it has a place to talk where the spoken words don’t have to get in the way of [...]

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Hell and earth and somewhere between

I’m home on break, well… for the last half of my break. I was stupid and ate something with a high concentration of corn syrup, so my allergies and stomach will kill me for the rest of my shift — I really need to start learning…
Anyhow, this last week has been hard in so [...]

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Sunday morning

I’m ready early for church. I’m thankful to be going to church. I’m scared to be going to church – I have some admitting to do… to God and to my sponsor. I’ve already cried and I’ve already prayed, so there is nothing left to do but trust.

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What I am right now!!!

I am one fucking, pissed, off SOB! Hell yes, I’m angry and spitting nails and wanting to self-destruct. I hate, despise, dread, and loathe leaving work in FUCKING TEARS!!!

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Exacto-blades are not a turn on, yet I fear if my new boss ever found out I cut myself that he would fire me. I am friends with his wife and I think she might know.
I use blades at work, however they are not the blades I have ever used on [...]

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I haven’t written much because I haven’t had time and I haven’t really felt like sharing, well at least not sharing this way. I have written, just not posted publically… in fact, they are all sitting in my email box right now ready and waiting for the time and place for me to share.
My [...]

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Both ends

I am alive, if you call what I am doing “living”. I am burning my candle at both ends and my wick is almost gone.

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