I have viral pink eye and some viral upper respiratory infection to top it off… yucky. I could scratch my eyes out they burn so much! I can’t stop coughing and I can’t even smell the Vicks Vapor Rub I have all over my chest and neck.
I missed tons of work last week [...]
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Why I haven’t blogged…
Posted in angry, annoyed, church, crochet, depressed, discouraged, exhausted, faith, feelings, finances, friends, guilt, honesty, hugs, insomnia, loneliness, pain, relationships, scared, self hate, self-confidence, self-esteem, self-injury, shame, sick, sleep, stress, tired, understanding, work, yarn, tagged Aflac, ankle, bitch, blessings, Casting Crowns, checker, chronic pain, cross, evicted, fair, flooding, flu, fuck off, glasses, groceries, moody, pissed off, praise, Race for the Cure, rain, relay, sacker, schedule, Texas Tech, wrist on September 14, 2008 | 1 Comment »
… is relatively simple – I’ve been in a pissed off, angry at the f-ing world mood. Stress is killing me… but I haven’t cut since the day I got fired from Relay, so I have actually accomplished SOMETHING positive, maybe?!
Clearing crap up with Relay on Monday wasn’t the best of all ways to [...]
New new new new new
Posted in anorexia, braces, change, church, control, coping, damon brackets, eating disorder, exhausted, faith, friends, hugs, insomnia, orthodontics, scared, self-injury, self-worth, shame, stress, tired, weight, tagged call center, choir, God, new job, overwhelmed, print shop, singing, thoughts on September 10, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I quit the new job at the call center.
Took the job at the print shop.
Still work at the grocery store.
Changed my orthodontist appointment.
Having strong eating disorder thoughts.
My new job leans on my faith.
Haven’t cut in almost 2 weeks.
Struggling to sleep through the night.
I’m thankful for Spooky being back in my life.
Overwhelmed, tired, and exhausted.
Talked with [...]
Randomness
Posted in anorexia, braces, bulimia, change, control, coping, crochet, eating disorder, faith, feelings, food, friends, gratitude, insomnia, lessons learned, love, self-injury, sleep, stress, weight, tagged afghan, apartment, beauty, braces, community, crochet, diet, elastics, floss, grocery store, guys, lease, marriage, originality, pattern, purging, quality, rubber bands, sacker, scars, school, sleep, sleep deprivation, sour, sour candy, swimming, teacher, tears, teeth, walls on August 22, 2008 | 1 Comment »
- I think, well I hope I think, I have come up with the dreamest afghan to enter the local fair with. The pattern is complicated, yet simple in technique (except for the detailing), and is culturally significant. The theme is relative to the community right now and I believe it will stand [...]
Chronic heaviness
Posted in angry, annoyed, anxiety, avoidance, boundaries, coping, depressed, discouraged, exhausted, family, feelings, friends, hugs, insomnia, pain, sleep, stress, tagged ankle, chronic pain, coworkers, emotional, heavy, jaw, teasing, teeth, walls on August 13, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I can’t sleep because I start worrying about having to wake up. Insomina lasts forever when the pain overwhelms me to the point where I can’t sleep. I become anxious and tired and “heavy”.
Right now I’m confused as to what day of the week it is. I’m always awake it [...]
&^$%* skinny people wanna be leather skins
Posted in annoyed, deaf, insomnia, sick, sleep, stress, work, tagged HOH, IP Relay, pool, relay, skinny, Sprint IP Relay, swimming, tan on May 19, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
How the hell-o am I supposed to get any sleep today? Some chicks are tanning and blaring their music LOUD. My apartment is right in front of the pool, which has its advantage, but not when I am trying to sleep. I also hate looking at skinny college girls who have nothing [...]
