My last entry was actually a draft that I wrote up mid-week and thought I would publish — it makes me laugh now that I look at it/ read it! It was written on Wednesday, I think, as that was the first day I left work in complete tears… threatening to never come back [...]
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Week from hell…
Posted in angry, anxiety, boundaries, braces, control, faith, friends, honesty, lessons learned, orthodontics, recovery, relationships, self-injury, work, tagged debanding, emotions, Friday, God, hell, hygenist, Monday, music, orthodontist, pink eye, powerchains, sponsor, Sunday, telephone, Thursday, Tuesday, Wednesday on February 7, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Life has not been fair lately…
Posted in Celebrate Recovery, change, depressed, faith, friends, gratitude, honesty, love, pain, recovery, sick, stress, tired, work, tagged anger, Christian, fever, paralegal, sponsor, writing on January 28, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
When I don’t write, it usually means I’m doing rather poorly… and when I do come back to write, it usually means the tide has turned. Today, right now, at this very moment – yes this is true.
- My friend lost her mom a couple of weeks ago.
- A former coworker of mine died [...]
Finding a little hope here and there
Posted in coping, eating disorder, faith, friends, honesty, lessons learned, recovery, self-injury, tagged conversation, divine intervention, evidence, faith, grace, hope, humility, introspective, journey, logic, love, motive, obedience, process, reason, understanding, victory on January 2, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
The conversation I had this morning with K. was hopeful and encouraging. We spoke of uncomfortable matters and silly things and dreams and aspriations and hopes. She brought up a few situations where I felt uncomfortable and I am almost positive I did the same for her, yet we somehow worked through it… [...]
Wow
Posted in faith, friends, gratitude, honesty, tagged blessings, friendship, God, receive, silence, unexpected on January 2, 2009 | 1 Comment »
All I can say is “WOW”… I wasn’t expecting what I was blessed to receive today. I learned a lot through a conversation with a friend… and we talked about faith. Wow!
Feeling scattered
Posted in anxiety, faith, feelings, frustrated, guilt, honesty, orthodontics, self-worth, shame, sick, stress, understanding, work, tagged chores, duty, email, hunger, ketosis, law office, lyrics, vomit on December 30, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Back to faith again… writing about it has made me want responses on faith, so I have used some of my recent blog entries as the inspiration for some emails. I have needed responses to my thoughts and feelings on faith from those who know me outside of these written words. I have [...]
Some realistic goals for 2009
Posted in anorexia, boundaries, bulimia, change, control, crochet, eating disorder, faith, food, honesty, palm, recovery, self-confidence, self-injury, self-worth, weight, tagged 2009, caffeine, exercise, floss, gluten-free, goals, going green, quiet time, reflex sympathetic dystrophy, resolutions, RSD, soda pop, water on December 28, 2008 | 3 Comments »
I wrote earlier on faith, which felt liberating. After writing here, I then had enough of my cobwebs out to compose a heartfelt and honest email on faith to a friend — now all I must do is await her reply.
Anyhow, I didn’t really speak of any specific goals last time because… well… it [...]
