Back to faith again… writing about it has made me want responses on faith, so I have used some of my recent blog entries as the inspiration for some emails. I have needed responses to my thoughts and feelings on faith from those who know me outside of these written words. I have [...]
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Feeling scattered
Posted in anxiety, faith, feelings, frustrated, guilt, honesty, orthodontics, self-worth, shame, sick, stress, understanding, work, tagged chores, duty, email, hunger, ketosis, law office, lyrics, vomit on December 30, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
What the heck I’ve been up to…
Posted in braces, depressed, discouraged, eating disorder, exhausted, faith, feelings, finances, frustrated, honesty, lessons learned, orthodontics, recovery, relationships, scared, self-injury, stress, suicide, unemployed, work, tagged bills, cleaning, friendship, grocery store, new job, profanity, roommate, stitches on December 11, 2008 | 4 Comments »
Yeah, well… I’m a changed woman! My life has been more of a whirlwind these last few months than much of anything else. Not totally sure what to make of the mess I have made and others have made, but I’m trying to turn that around and focus a little more on faith.
We [...]
Randomness
Posted in TMJ, crochet, exhausted, friends, frustrated, pain, sleep, stress, yarn, tagged blisters, cross, crosses, dry heaves, fair, feet, hands, laundry, learning, wrists on September 17, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I have worked 24 of the last 48 hours. I’m exhausted. I have blisters on my feet and my wrists BOTH hurt badly.
New job is awesome. Lots and lots and lots and lots to learn. I’m happy working there, yet still feeling apprehension over the entire situation. I’m [...]
2 Years
Posted in TMJ, angry, annoyed, anxiety, braces, church, damon brackets, deaf, depressed, discouraged, eating disorder, exhausted, faith, finances, friends, frustrated, fuck off, guilt, honesty, hugs, loneliness, orthodontics, relationships, scared, school, self-injury, self-mutilation, self-worth, shame, stress, teaching, tired, unemployed, weight, tagged anniversary, apartment, cutting, fat, fear, hope, roommmate, skinny, writing on September 5, 2008 | 2 Comments »
I moved into my apartment 2yrs ago.
I started the job I no longer have, 2yrs ago.
I was skinny 2yrs ago.
I was relieved 2yrs ago.
I had a roommate 2yrs ago.
I was hopeful 2yrs ago.
I’m still in the same apartment now.
I no longer have the same job.
I’m really FAT now.
I am scared to death now.
I live alone, [...]
Hard time
Posted in angry, anxiety, avoidance, coping, depressed, discouraged, exhausted, family, feelings, food, friends, frustrated, pain, self-injury, stress, unemployed, work, tagged ashamed, cutter, depressed, fired, hard, secrets, struggling, upset on August 29, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Yup, the title pretty much sums things up right now. Not doing too hot, great, or even so-so. Just trying to pull myself around by my hair and pretend everything is “hunky dory”. No, I am not okay. No, I have not told many people about it and I don’t know [...]
