Back to faith again… writing about it has made me want responses on faith, so I have used some of my recent blog entries as the inspiration for some emails. I have needed responses to my thoughts and feelings on faith from those who know me outside of these written words. I have [...]
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Feeling scattered
Posted in anxiety, faith, feelings, frustrated, guilt, honesty, orthodontics, self-worth, shame, sick, stress, understanding, work, tagged chores, duty, email, hunger, ketosis, law office, lyrics, vomit on December 30, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
What the heck I’ve been up to…
Posted in braces, depressed, discouraged, eating disorder, exhausted, faith, feelings, finances, frustrated, honesty, lessons learned, orthodontics, recovery, relationships, scared, self-injury, stress, suicide, unemployed, work, tagged bills, cleaning, friendship, grocery store, new job, profanity, roommate, stitches on December 11, 2008 | 4 Comments »
Yeah, well… I’m a changed woman! My life has been more of a whirlwind these last few months than much of anything else. Not totally sure what to make of the mess I have made and others have made, but I’m trying to turn that around and focus a little more on faith.
We [...]
Why I haven’t blogged…
Posted in angry, annoyed, church, crochet, depressed, discouraged, exhausted, faith, feelings, finances, friends, guilt, honesty, hugs, insomnia, loneliness, pain, relationships, scared, self hate, self-confidence, self-esteem, self-injury, shame, sick, sleep, stress, tired, understanding, work, yarn, tagged Aflac, ankle, bitch, blessings, Casting Crowns, checker, chronic pain, cross, evicted, fair, flooding, flu, fuck off, glasses, groceries, moody, pissed off, praise, Race for the Cure, rain, relay, sacker, schedule, Texas Tech, wrist on September 14, 2008 | 1 Comment »
… is relatively simple – I’ve been in a pissed off, angry at the f-ing world mood. Stress is killing me… but I haven’t cut since the day I got fired from Relay, so I have actually accomplished SOMETHING positive, maybe?!
Clearing crap up with Relay on Monday wasn’t the best of all ways to [...]
Blessing and a curse
Posted in angry, anxiety, change, church, coping, depressed, faith, feelings, finances, friends, gratitude, guilt, self-injury, shame, stress, understanding, unemployed, work, tagged cry, cutting, God, Gustav, hurricane, job hunting, New Orleans, stability, tears, teenagers on August 31, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I made it to church today because I figured if I was going to work my feet into the ground, the least I could was walk on them into the place where I knew God could reach me. I cried the entire service.
I go to a Life Group with all adults and [...]
Hard time
Posted in angry, anxiety, avoidance, coping, depressed, discouraged, exhausted, family, feelings, food, friends, frustrated, pain, self-injury, stress, unemployed, work, tagged ashamed, cutter, depressed, fired, hard, secrets, struggling, upset on August 29, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Yup, the title pretty much sums things up right now. Not doing too hot, great, or even so-so. Just trying to pull myself around by my hair and pretend everything is “hunky dory”. No, I am not okay. No, I have not told many people about it and I don’t know [...]
Bye bye Relay
Posted in angry, annoyed, anxiety, avoidance, change, depressed, discouraged, exhausted, faith, feelings, finances, friends, frustrated, fuck off, gratitude, lessons learned, scared, self-injury, sick, stress, unemployed, work, tagged alone, depressed, finances, fired, frightened, job, relay, terminated on August 28, 2008 | 3 Comments »
I lost my job today.
