Yup, the title pretty much sums things up right now. Not doing too hot, great, or even so-so. Just trying to pull myself around by my hair and pretend everything is “hunky dory”. No, I am not okay. No, I have not told many people about it and I don’t know if I am going to either… just the NEED TO KNOW folk, like the few friends I have that would even be interested in knowing this minor-major important thing going on in my life. I have not told my family and I don’t plan on it – what is another secret from them anyway?!!?
Hard time
August 29, 2008 by Cassandra
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