I have insomnia and I need to wake up in about 2.5hrs so I can go to the orthodontist. I have been battling the headaches, popping, and constant pain in my jaw now for a solid week. I spent my morning trying to do something nice for their office — I wanted to crochet them a set of braces, literally… and well, my first attempt failed.
I am really stressed out today. I need to go to the bank later, I have broken up periods I can sleep, there is always laundry to be done and things to clean.
I am really stressing out about my new job at the grocery store. I have to go shopping for new pants and I have gained so much weight that I am ashamed to have to buy FAT PANTS. Hopefully after working a while my weight will stablize a bit and I will be able to fit back into my old, cute, adorable, skinny pants. I don’t know my work schedule yet for next week or exactly when I will start training. I need to know how to plan and pick up additional hours at Relay. I am just really nervous about this…
I am so frazzled right now I can’t put my thoughts together…
